It’s never a bad try.  It’s never perfect. Living with your dream “knowing how to design letters, calligraphy, and  love the imperfections every time I waste inks”. Here are some..Still a work in progress tho. Some of these are requests and commissioned☺😜 (chars?)


Just a “PEN” thing!

Calligraphy is an art using pens, different kinds of pens. So, just to quench my thirst in this lettering, here I tried some. I am inspired by Abby Sy and Arela a College friend.

Just to bury the time when needed, escape from different mind-boggling exploits, free hand lettering, calligraphy or I call it “Penthing”( because if it uses paint its painting, but I’m using pens, so it’s PENthing”) is my alter ego.

Life at Shadows

We live full of unwanted stuffs but lack of wants.

Life bestows a lot of things we never expect and hold those we solely wait. We exist but never appreciated. Sometimes, no matter how good those deeds we did it will never be good for some.
Some times in life are aloof, we expect, we try, we fall, we get jealous,  and then we get hurt. We even got stocked up and think its gonna be the end. We often think our world turns around in one thing.

We forget a lot of things that needs to be taken care of, because we are blinded by the shadows behind those.

We live in it, its offered emptiness, hurts, and even the feeling of unsatisfactory. In some point we knew, but continually being blinded by the shadows that stands. It is so hard for us to leave because we are in bondage, we keep everything in the deepest part of our hearts, never letting go.

Living in shadows will never make us the way we are.

Step out and show out in light. The light will never make you blind. In fact it will lead you to the right path and directions.
It’s so tiresome every time we keep on staying on the fake side of us, you know it’s like you really never did exist mentally just physically. One day, someone will just tap your back and say go back on your track.

But I did ask, “Why now? when time’s just so countable.”

And I realize God’s perfect timing. He would not allow His child to be living in the dark and letting them see nothing but shadows.
Since then, I got to mingle with true people, true environment and love.

Who would have thought I would be sharing, opening my hidden issues and the dirty shits in front of people not one , not two but many.

Many people knows who I am outside but the real inside never, not until I came to know Jesus more. I realize that I don’t have to live in shadows just to earn good comments or appreciations . I don’t have to base my opinion unto theirs and so my value.

Because I am sure the society, the people would surely say “you are this, you are that, you are not pretty, you are not sexy, you are what they see in worldly sense” but in Jesus, you never lost any cent of value. You are precious.

So, why live in shadows? Go out from your comfort zones, soar and be who you are in God’s eyes.
Remember, you are made to be you and not to be somebody else.
God formed you and has his own wonderful plans for your life.

So, get out and show how blessed you are living in the light not in shadows.

A New Beginning

Life is never easy

I say it everyday

A dark nightmare

follows me everywhere

Something blocks the way

It’s a big wave,a tsunami

Great challenge!I see

Turn back,and walk away

I think that’s the only way.

Endless fear,invades me

But one thing I remember

I wanna go there,

and somebody whispers

“Unlock your vision dear,

Erase all your fears

Go ahead and go forward,

Leave the past don’t be coward

Remember,what you wanted to have.

To cross and be there,

With God,I remember

Everything is possible,I swear.

Finally,a new beginning and season

I unlock my vision,

and now I am boldly radiated with deep love and passion.

Oh,Jesus,It is you!!

Friends on The go!


What is with rudeness?

Why it brings friendship into the peak of happiness??

Friendship is about having wonderful moments with friends and sticking to what goes on.Everyday I met people but they come and go.That’s life,relax,accept it and live it.They are just acquaintances maybe.

Friends are one of the ingredients of the recipe called life.Life would be so boring,flat and relax without rude,jolly gals and sarcastic friends.They add flavor to our lives.In fact.we can’t live without them in some ways.They are the people who ride on our immaturity and somehow maturely understand us in every situation.

Why are friends make us happy?

According to James Fowler,friends are what make us uniquely human.There is no other species that interacts so widely with other members of their species.

Friends fill up an invaluable role as a confidant,someone who listens and pay attention to you and is willing to help you and has shared interests.There is a give and take,balance that doesn’t put too much weight on one party.

Friends will never leave you melancholic instead pull you up and bring you to the apex of joy.

Friendship is one of the reasons why involving in a relationship for me is not a big deal. because having and loving a friend is really  the best feeling.

I am a person or I say I like to think of myself as a fairly cool person who is easy to get to know.I so love-making friends because friendship has been one of my most important life values.

Hanging out with them,sharing jests and laughter eradicates desolateness.What about cries?They were there too,serving as handkerchief and shoulder to lean on.That’s why I am very much thankful,blissful and lucky having thy relationship with friends because I know it won’t end.

This is a cold hard fact that friends are enough.